Excellent update. I believe I posted in this, or maybe just thought about it, but I think many of us have been there from time to time and I think the majority of us powered through and found happiness or at least purpose again.
A few days from the winter solstice and on night shift, I haven’t seen the sun in days (literally) and just messaged my friend group last night that I was farm shopping in Ohio because I am over the dark and the mud and not riding.