I will try to make this short and clear.
I have recently returned to HJ after not having shown for many years.
I looked a long time for a well-respected operation whose program seemed to be more about making horses than making horses “winners”. Early in this relationship, I remarked that I understood that there had been a change of culture in the HJ show world, but that I did not condone the use of pharmaceuticals for the purpose of calming horses and/or making them more rideable. In fact, I told them that if this was standard practice in modern horse showing then I did not want to participate.
They responded that they, too, were against this practice. They were forthright about their use of supplements and veterinary maintenance during active showing, however.
I now have irrefutable proof that calming drugs are a part of their program. I saw a horse get injected with a sedative so that the rider could get around a course for a video. There can be no question that I misunderstood the situation, as the rider stated to me after the rounds that the mount was “like a different horse” after the “relaxation shot”. The cavalier attitude was stunning.
Judge as you will, but I truly took them for their word when they told me that they do not tranquilize horses.
Now that I know, what do I do with this knowledge? The issue is black-and-white to me, but I recognize that the overall situation is grey.
I now have horses and thousands of dollars invested into a barn and a sport that make me feel like a cheat. I consider personal integrity to be one of the most important character traits. I haven’t started showing yet, so if I have been utterly naive and just need to get out now, please say so.