I’m a very critical person to myself and often if I have one part about a picture I don’t like(mainly my awful position), I hate it entirely. I personally find my position over fences very ugly, especially my upper body and hips. I absolutely hate how I look over fences in the jumper ring and I’m very self-conscious about how ugly others are going to think it looks.
For me it’s hard to move my hips forward over a fence and close my hip angle, and let my hands follow my horse’s mouth. I think I have a very defensive position that is somewhat stiff at times so I tend to not let myself move forward sometimes. I cannot for the life of me find a good way for me to understand how to relax and get my hips forward and upper body to come over my horse’s neck more and not be so far back. If I do try to bring my hips forward I’ll stiff up on my knees, calves, and drop my shoulders.
Hips aren’t even slightly forward
Possibly the ugliest position I’m capable of
Awful release and hips not forward
Whole body slipping back to the cantle
If needed I can provide a video too.