I’m looking for some advice.
I’ve been a little timid of the mounting process since coming off via a rolling saddle many, many years ago. It’s gotten worse since I’ve torn not one, but both ACLs in under 5 years in non-horse related activities. One was repaired - one was not. They are both about equal in unreliability when it comes to funky off balance movements. Example… uneven ground or an unexpected shift in weight (via a wiggly block) can cause the knee joint to shift in a rather painful and sometimes scary direction.
I can get on just fine in the arena as long as the horse is still and the block is solid (not wiggly). It’s when we (my tried and true, stand by the block and wait horse and myself) use the 3-step block for trail rides or simple outside mounts that I nearly have panic attacks getting my leg over. Yes, I force myself to get up there. Sometimes it can take upwards of 15-20 minutes. This sometimes frustrates my horse and ALWAYS frustrates me. Yes, I practice, practice, practice getting on from the block both outside and at a lower level in the arena. However, I can’t seem to pull myself past it and my knees often remind me of my limitations as I can no longer mount from the ground.
Like I said, the mounting issue has been going on for years, but the anxiety has increased over the past 5 years. I’m fine once I’m on. Has anyone else experienced similar? If so, how did you work past it? I’m not willing to give up trail riding where taller, pre-built platforms are not available and absolutely refuse to be tied into arena riding… both my horse and I loathe boring arena work.
All advice is appreciated.
Thanks!