Please be kind, this is a really upsetting topic for me.
So some background. I have owned this horse for a couple of months. I was looking for an experienced jumper to give me confidence but had ability to take me into the 1m at least. I also wanted to do dressage and take the horse as far as I could in dressage, before getting a higher level dressage horse in a few years. If the horse took to XC or had XC experience, I might do low level eventing, but I was more focused on dressage and jump confidence. The horses also needed to be “fancy” enough to be competitive at recognized shows so I wasn’t looking for an old lesson horse either. The horse I bought is in his early teens, he is an imported warmblood with show experience in germany and extensive fei and usef record with $$ wins in the 1.10-1.45. Last owner was doing 1.10-1.20, even a month before I bought him. Tons of videos all over youtube with some of his different riders. Last owner has videos with students jumping him too, from xrails to 4ft grids. I would be mostly jumping him lower, and casually showing, but wanted a horse with ability also. He was being sold as a schoolmaster/teacher. Also being trained for most of his life in Germany, he has a very good dressage foundation, although never competed in dressage that I can see on his record. He is VERY lovely on the flat. He was basically exactly what I was looking for. I did a PPE and I xrayed the crap out of his legs, very sound especially for his career. I did not xray his back though.
So we get him home, we let him settle in and we do mostly flat for a few weeks, then we start jumping him. My trainer first jumped him and we just did 2ft-2’6 to test him out. He went over everything, jumped beautifully, but my trainer noted he felt tense. I didn’t really notice it when I tried him, but I guess they rode him over the same stuff 100 times before I tried him. So we decided to start at basics to let him chill out, poles, and low jumps, just doing the same easy thing until it became boring and he stopped caring. This horse will not touch a pole, I can put a treat on a pole and he wont touch it. We are pretty sure he has been poled at some point because he acts like its going to jump up at him. He also really looks at the jumps, to the point you can be flatting in a ring with jumps set up and he will shy away from them if you get too close. So a few weeks go by and we work on him being less tense and more rideable between jumps. There was a plank x, one side was painted differently than the other. He jumped it one direction fine, then stopped the other direction. Eventually got him over it. Then jumped him another day in a practice ride and he was perfect. At this point i’ve been jumping in lessons and on my own for 3 months, and his work load was much easier than he’s probably ever had. No stops, no wiggles, just tenses up.Then the next time I jumped him, he ran out over a TINY step over sized x with no filler that he has been over many times, so pointed him at it again he stops dead, got him over it though with a ton of coaching, the horse was literally shaking and pooping all over the place. Trainer was around so it turned into an impromptu lesson and i took him over some other jumps and he was fine but tense and a bit wiggly on approach so i was riding with more intention. Then we took him over a tiny 18inch vertical that we had been over it but the jump was in a different place, I felt him wiggle so I was correcting then he starts anxiously speeding up before stopping hard and throwing me off. Yes I feel off this high level horse over an 18 inch vertical. My trainer hops on and he even stopped with her, she pushed him and he reared, then eventually leaped over it. Again literally crapping diarrhea all over and shaking.
We watched the videos of his previous riders. They do ride somewhat aggressively and with harsh spurs. Our theory is that people have just been boxing him in with the bit and spurs to make him go, and when he would refuse he got the crap beat out him, because when I fell off, he literally was scared of me as if I was going to beat him. So we think they just scared him so much he would go over stuff, and then he came to our calmer farm and after a few weeks learned we’re not that harsh. Basically my trainer said, if I really wanted to jump him I could probably spur up and really ride aggressively and make him go and continue to be terrified, but its not going to really do him any favors, and I agree. Trainer said he’d make a great dressage horse but since i bought him to also jump, she said she would probably sell him if she was me because of how much he cost and hes “not what you bought him for”. I do have dressage goals that are reachable with this horse and I would feel incredibly bad to sell him back to his owner or even to someone else, as a jumper, knowing how stressed out this horse is, its not fair to the horse, imo. So as of now, I am not jumping him and am thinking to give him at least a year to see how he does with dressage to decide if I should keep him as a dressage horse. I have taken him out to dressage clinics and he was super off farm as well. He does have a lot of great qualities overall. Its really a shame as he is a fantastic jumper, and still very physically capable, he has amazing jump form and scope.
TL’DR: Is he actually mentally scared of the jumps? Or does he maybe have kissing spine or ulcers (he is girthy, hates blankets, mounting) that are making him scared because he’s in pain? Has anyone had a horse like this? Is there anything I can do to retrain him or is he only going to jump from someone basically beating him over it? Even if I never get to the point of actually jumping him again I’d like him to not shy away from jumps that are in the ring (or poop when he walks in an arena and sees jumps even though we aren’t jumping them) and also he will eventually need to be ok with ground poles. So I am thinking maybe some in hand obstacle courses and bomb proofing to start? should I just bite the bullet and sell him?
Or if you turned a jumper into a dressage horse, how did it work out?