Havent posted on this thread in awhile.
But needing a bit of a pick me up from people who understand.
I guess it was about 5 months ago my then husband and I decided to get a divorce. Since then I am the sole income maker. I had scaled back my work load to about 25-30 hours a week so I didnt push myself to hard. But had to go back to a full time (and some more) status to make ends meat.
A wonderful friend of mine offered to let me keep my mare with her for no charge so long as I helped out around the barn. It has worked really well and my mare is happier!
But the high work load plus normal day to day life is taking a toll on me. My fibro is flaring worse than it has since I was diagnosed three years ago.
So of course it is making it hard to work in both my jobs (I work as a lic. Vet Tech and equine massage therapist).
Add in the stress of trying to sell my house, manage my money, and keep my mare in work, and I am worn thin!
I am only on Prozac 20mg a day medication wise. I do take Fish oil, multi vitamin, and valariun root as supplements. Generally those all help me but with all that is going on I am not getting much relief.
Doesn’t help that I lost my insurance with the divorce so I cant afford to go to the doctor to try to add something to help with my pain and fatigue.
Though I did recently start changing the way that I eat. A friend and personal trainer suggested switching to a low inflammation diet. While it has been hard cutting out white bread, rice, sugars, and sodas I will say it seems to be helping. And to boot I have lost some weight!
I also decided to cut out all meats but fish. It just seemed my body was never able to break it down and process it. So I was always left bloated and icky feeling afterwards.
Overall I am adapting well to it, but I have really plan out my meals as eating on the go is impossible.
Once my house sells I think life will become more manageable. But in this day and age selling a house is not that easy! But only on month two of trying to sell. So I am not desperate quite yet.
Thanks for listening to me rant. ;p I am so glad this is here for everyone of us. It is hard when others just dont understand how it affects all parts of your life.