Hi all. I’ve made one post on here, but have been a LONG time lurker - I always valued the COTH community’s insights. Thank you to anyone who provides their opinion on this long post!
I lost my first horse and heart horse a year ago to unexpected colic. Quick backstory: my mom bought him for me for $2500 after I had been taking lessons on him at the riding school I was at. He was 4, I was 12. We were both gangly creatures who didn’t know what the hell we were doing at the time, but went from barely making it over 1’8" courses at in-barn schooling shows to doing the 3’ hunter derbies on the A’s, him being leased out several times while I was in school, etc. We have had a lot of experienced together that I know will never be replicated, and I know not to expect that (he was a hunter and I am looking for a jumper to try to level my expectations). He passed at 18.
I have continued riding - thanks to my barn family lending me their horses - since his death, but a piece of my identity is missing: I have been a horse owner my entire life, and used to spend hours at the barn doing nothing at all. Now, I need a reason to go to the barn to ride someone else’s horse.
I feel ready to purchase something, but despite owning a horse all my life, I’ve actually never had to horse shop and I really am worried that I will make an emotional buy vs a rational buy. For example, I’ve offered to take a horse someone was giving away for free just because it was stalled beside my horse… Terrible decision, I know. It thankfully didn’t happen! Of course, my horse and I had also moved to the US recently before he passed, so while I do have a trainer now who I will absolutely use, I don’t have one who knows me as well as my trainer back home would. Not sure if that matters, though, and I never was one to use a trainer for anything other than instruction at home and in the show ring - I leased him out myself, never had him in a program or even at an A barn, and stalled by myself at shows.
I seem hung up on the fact that I feel the need to have a bond with a horse before I purchase it - that’s all I’ve ever known. However, I want something under 5, so I feel like a lease-to-own is less likely.
Does anyone have any tips, guidelines, no-gos, things to watch out for, etc. for someone in this position? I know I’m not nearly the first and won’t be the last, but I feel like I have more hang ups than someone who is horse shopping for the first time but hasn’t owned a horse. Do I get another cheap horse or do I breed a baby? Should I try to join another riding school in hopes another falls in my lap? Should I splurge on the well-bred warmblood I always wanted?
Am I overthinking this? How the hell do people know they will love the horse they buy?