Originally posted by Renn/aissance : Aefvue’s Pharmacist:
You know, I was trying to stay out of this.
But imagine that this horse was your horse. Maybe he wasn’t ever going to be what you and your trainer had hoped he would be- maybe he never would have succeeded over the bigger fences. But this was a good horse, and a horse that you love. You arrive at the show one day to find that he’s dead, and you’re heartbroken. Your horse, the one that you love, your baby, is dead. Maybe you watch him being dragged away- or maybe you couldn’t bear to watch. But then you find out that your trainer, whom you admire, killed him.
What would you do?
You know what I think about every time I hear about the possibility of reinstating Paul Valliere? I think of the sight of my own horse lying dead in a gully and of the effort it took to cuddle his head in my lap. I think of the way he was lying. I think of his eye, glassy and unmoving. And I think of his paroxysms of death, as the blood from his heart flooded his body and his lungs, and then the way that time stopped when I saw him lying still. I will never, ever forget that sight. I don’t think that any horse owner who has seen their horse die will forget the way their horse looked, dead. A few months before John died, he had finally convinced us all that he wasn’t happy as a hunter and equitation horse. Instead of forcing him to do something he hated, we switched careers and he went foxhunting instead. What would have happened to John if Paul Valliere had been his trainer? My dear horse, who was fabulous in the hunt field and an amazing teacher, would have been killed because he didn’t fit the trainer’s ideal. Let me tell you what I would have done if I found out that my trainer had had my horse killed because he was unsuccessful at his job. I would have bided my time and planned. And I would have killed my horse’s murderer in such a way that he saw my face before he died.
I say murderer because that is what Paul Valliere had done to this horse. First-degree murder in cold blood. Nobody’s denying that. But look at the difference in punishments between his murder of a horse and the way he would have been punished had he murdered a human. Instead of life inprisonment or even the death penalty, Paul Valliere has continued life as usual, with some adjustments- maybe he’s not physically on the show grounds anymore, but he’s still training and he’s still making a living off of the horses. And now we’re going to accept him back into society, all smiles, and shake his hand and say “So glad to have you back, I know you’ve changed”? While we’re at it, let’s open up the doors to the prisons and free the convicted murderers. Okay, maybe not the serial killers; after all, Valliere just had one horse killed. But the guys who’ve knocked off one person? Eh, they’ve done their time, I’m sure they’re sorry.
You know what? Maybe he has changed. I don’t know the guy. I’m not saying it’s impossible. But it’s too late now. Paul Valliere made his decisions years ago and he’s going to have to deal with the consequences.
I wouldn’t know Paul Valliere if I met him on the street. But I do not support his reinstatement. It’s not about him. It’s about the people who cried for that horse, and the horses that he might have killed if he hadn’t been caught. But mostly, I do not support reinstatement because of the horse that he killed. The horseman’s charter posted in the front of the USEF rulebook says it all. This sport is about the horse and the horse’s welfare. We are in this sport, not out of money, but out of love for the horse. And that’s what it comes down to.
Nicely said Renn. Sums it up well.